Day 125

The snow's flying up here. Maybe it'll stick, maybe it won't. I find I don't really care that much anymore. I mean, snow's good, and I don't have to go anywhere, but it's almost normal to me now, at least for it to be snowing.

Got back from hiking for awhile with some friends. Didn't even make it to the top. Kinda bummed about that, but whatever. Now I know what the trail's like, I'll have to head back up there. It was hard for about the first half hour, but remembering that trail Dad, Evan, and I took in Alberta nothing really seems quite so bad, so it's easy to keep going. It was just starting to get fun too...anyway. Enough of that. Now I have an afternoon with nothing to do.

I'm been sort of in a funk the last few days. It seems like I'm getting annoyed with things that I shouldn't, but at the same time I don't really want to talk to anyone about it just because it doesn't seem Christ-like to gripe about other people. I could be wrong. I suppose I mostly just don't like when other people talk badly about other people to me.

There's crazy drama going on around here too, plus what's going on in Gaza and the cut-throat nature of politics.

I guess that even with all the people that are around me, I just sort of feel alone, like I don't fully identify with anyone. Which would make me the problem. Imagine that.