Day 81- What. In. The. World.?!

So these last few days have been kind of crazy socially. I was done with my finals yesterday morning, but wanted to jump off of a building when I figured out all the drama that came out of NOWHERE. David and Cameron, who were roommates, are now no longer roommates, as David has moved across the hall in with Mike, as there was an openning in his room. Now, Cameron has no roommate. I also have been hanging out with the 3rd-Floor Girls (as I call them, they live above me) and there is ALWAYS stuff wrong up there.

Remember John? Of course you do. Well, he wanted to stay until the 23rd of Dec. Problem is, as things currrently stand, he can't. So he's moving out to another place on campus that he can. OH. MY. GOODNESS! So I really feel like my mind and heart have been in the right place for the last few weeks, which is why it came as a kind of shock to me. It's nothing personal, and I know that. But we were just starting to talk more. I understand him better, and while he drives me batty sometimes, on the whole I feel like I've been good at loving him.

And he's moving.

Again, I know it's not personal, but the timing's SUUUPER wacky. I've been told by many people that if they were in my position, they would have been gone the first week of school, and that it's amazing that nothing's come up between us. I don't really think it's amazing. But anyway. What if he gets a new roommate that isn't as nice and lenient as I am? I suppose I am now worried about him. He's a big boy, and he can do what he wants without me interferring in his life.

As soon as he gets his room assignment, I am helping him move all of his stuff (there isn't that much of it, we're guys) into his new room, and to complicate things he has a Biology final at 2:30 and I am leaving at about 6 tonight to go home (HA Vanacouver isn't home, but that's where home cooked food and a bed are.) It's going to be an interesting day. It's probably a good thing that no one else is around, as half our suite has left. Less hanging out.

Maybe God's decided I can be a better friend to this guy if I'm not living with him. It'll be interesting to see what happens.

And we'll see who, if anyone, moves in with me to take John's place. It'll be hard to fill. I kinda like the guy.